Stay

I’m updating from an iPad so we shall see how this turns out – one-handed-ness typing.

Much has changed and for the better. I removed Bex from my life. I had to. She started to become someone that I despised where she would say something and do the other or she would always tend to accuse me of having some other motive for sticking around.

Round and around and around and around we go.

Just friends. I was good with that – in fact, we had shared so much with each other I thought we could grow to be the best of friends without the romance or sex. But I felt she was pushing me away. I think she was scared of me – not scared as in frightful, but scared as in I know all her buttons and pleasure points when we did end up sleeping together. All in all, her lifestyle and personality changed much to the worst in my opinion which basically tuned me away.

I’m in a better place now.

I have the most adorable ‘nephew’ – my best friend’s kid. My first of many hopeful babysitting evenings is on 10/10/13. So psyched.
I have a more active lifestyle – volleyball league on Monday evenings, Aquafit on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday mornings, kickball on Tuesdays and Thursdays, and walking my roomie’s dog and bending over to pick up her poop.
I have someone in my life (platonic) who inspires me just enough to become a better person though she will probably never know it. I think we complement each other as friends but whatever. There are no cats in any bags.
I love my roommate’s dog.
I’m glad that I finally have a responsible roommate housemate. (She’s a good cook too!)
I’m in the process of purchasing my office building.
I’m getting a ton of business this fall.

I’m in an overall good spot right now. Only one thing can top it all off… They say when you stop looking, that person will find you. I stopped. Please kindly speak up whoever you are. Your turn to test the waters.

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